the world is spinning but all i see is you (Chad)

-chad
first off.i just want to get clear and in the open.me and kali started talkin after me and you broke up.i didnt break up with you for another girl.however lets not waste time on that.
we are dating again.so now we can both get some sleep.some good sleep too.like the kind when we were kids playing in the dirt all day and our parents try make us take a bath (but we dont want to bc that whole day we were worriors to protect the king,and worriors do not take baths bc being dirty means you killed an army) but we never make it past turning on the water to fill the tub and our towel.in which the water turns into sleeping music and the towel a pillow and the rug on the floor in front of the bath tub, well thats our bed. that kind of sleep.with no cares at all.and we never dream of breakups.only fighting a drogon, or for you, marrying prince charming.and singing with him.bc thats how you know you love each other.right right..?okay well at least that what the movie said that we watched together.enchanted i belive it was.i dont know what the world will think of us.what your friends will say.your teachers.(im sure they say oh dont take him back...but i could be wrong they could actually be happy for you)i dont know what your parents think.but i KNOW without a doubt i love you amanda.i know you love me back.you said you convinced yourself that i didnt love you anymore,that i wasnt coming back to you, that we were,forever,over.but im going to say thats a lie.you may have thought you convinced yourself...but think back.look me in the eyes.tell me you honestly thought i was gone.forever.we were done.i know you felt it still.my love for you. i found out that i couldnt live without you.i always said it.always thought it.but untill the past two weeks i never truely knew it for a fact.i found out.nobody could fill your spot.cliche i know i know.but who cares??i dont care what anyone thinks anymore.i just care what your thoughts are.you`ll see.we are,i feel, already better than before.itll stay that way.we`ll be the best.as long as i have you i have everything.i found that out.its not that I needed to get closer to God. its that WE needed to.its not about me anymore.its about us.i just want you to be happy.so lets smile.run play.swing.slide.race.lets laugh.like when we were kids.but lets not pretend to be kids.lets just be us.average 17 year olds playing in the dirt.pretending we are king and queen.lets love.

your the best thing thats ever happened to me.
i love you angel


chadley
embrace forever